WORRYING IS STUPID. IT'S LIKE WALKING AROUND WITH AN UMBRELLA WAITING FOR IT TO RAIN.
I’m struggling so damn much since a few days. I don’t know what’s going on anymore. Can’t help myself.
You told me that you’d like if I text you first sometimes, so that you know that I still want the contact. So I did. But now it’s not me who contacts you first sometimes, I’m now texting you first every single time. I’m feeling so stupid. You don’t even make a little effort to stay in contact with me. So here you go. I’m not going to texting you again. It’s definitely your turn.
The past days have been okay. They were grey, but today is not just grey, it’s even raining again.
Anonymous said: I lost her. I lost my heart, my life, my sun, my love, my angel, my soul, my breathe. I want to die, so fuck my life, my thoughts, my feelings and all about me. I hate me.
Believe me, the sun will shine again, even if you don’t think so.
There are so many things which are worth it to live for. If one door closes another one will open. Maybe you have to fight for it, but in the end it will be worth it. You are way more important than you can imagine.
Is there any chance to get in contact with you?
If you need someone to talk to then please message me on kik: jennaa234
Because I really don’t know how to get in contact with you to help you, because here you don’t get a message when I have answered you.
Anonymous said: im so fucking fucking tired i try to be so happy for everyone and i give up everything and then i realize im still a little shit when i hurt them and i can't do anything right. i wanted to be someone that would make them feel better, to reach and pull them out of the abyss but i just fall into it. life doesnt care and no one does, i just move on. everything is just so void and dry and vapid and im such a failure. even the words i told my depressed friends to make them happy is hypocritical. help
I’m sorry, I haven’t checked my mails the past days. First of all please stay strong. Life is definitely worth it. I really understand you and kinda know how you’re feeling. You are definitely no failure. Believe me, there are and always will be people who care about you, even if you don’t think so. You can’t always please everybody, so don’t make yourself feel bad about what you can’t change. Try to make the best of the future. I don’t know you so is there anybody you can talk to? It’s always good to talk about the things, it makes life so much easier. Don’t harm yourself it won’t help you to solve the problems it will just make it worse. Go and talk to someone instead. IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO YOU CAN MESSAGE ME ON KIK: jennaa234
Stay strong. You’re not alone and we can definitely make it.
Reblog this if you started worrying about your weight before you were even 16
when i was 10
Everyone around me called me a cute chubby kid yet they keep on saying “try not staying in the kitchen next time, okay?”
Anonymous said: are you happy?
Sometimes there are moments where I’m happy, yes, but these moments are rarely. So no, I’m not happy.